Welcome to my blog.

This blog is a special place, it is a portal to a specific venue located in my mindscape. This venue is a spacious place, grand and filled with all that I am. It is here that I reside when I am not in transit, or not fulfilling my mission or tasks at hand.

It is a lobby, because it serves as a meeting place as well as a point of entry and exit for my travels.

This lobby is large, spacious enough to comfortably house all of my baggage that I have accumulated in my travels...physical, emotional, genetic, spiritual and of course galactic baggage.

Therefore it is furnished with eccentricities, art work that has yet to be seen, unfinished poetry, heroes yet unsung and music that has yet to be heard. This lobby also houses a library of information, some of which is meant to be shared, some of which is yet to be understood.

It is in this particular corner of my mindscape that I love to make myself comfortable, and I find myself gravitating and cocooning in this place as often as I can. It is filled with memorabilia and my collection of thinks and things that resonate with me. These things and thinks have crossed my path in my journeys.

This particular venue, this lobby, is accessible to you through this blog. By resonating with this blog you can visit this particular corner of my mindscape which intersects with a grand and special piece of your mindscape, where our worlds meet, where we can honor that place in each of us where the universe resides.

Welcome and Namaste.

Peace Be With You
Showing posts with label realization. Show all posts
Showing posts with label realization. Show all posts

Monday, June 4, 2012

Star Seeds: Part 2 Characteristics of a Star Seed

even physical body
even physical body (Photo credit: shankargallery)
The previous post describes what a star seed is.  Of course we live in a world of infinite possibilities, so there is no definitive formula that we can use to describe every single star seed which has incarnated on Gaia. Each star seed is unique. The wake up calls of the star seeds are very individual experiences as well, varying from individual soul to individual soul.

But we have been able to see from the accounts and testimonies of star seeds that have "come out" that there are certain traits, characteristics, conditions and experiences that seem to be commonly present in the life and times of many star seeds.

These common denominators, in my opinion, seem to carry the necessary energetic details necessary to create the composite being of the star seed.  These common denominators are physical, emotional, psychological, environmental and galactic.
RCW Catalogue
RCW Catalogue (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

There are physical traits that many star seeds seem to have in common, regarding their physical Gaian body. The eyes of star seeds seem to have a magnetic quality. Some have a penetrating gaze, others have an attractive allure. Generally speaking however, the eyes seem to have a strength in their gaze and in their appearance that leave an energetic signature.  This triggers many Gaians to comment on the eyes of a star seed - comments ranging from how beautiful their eyes are, to how, even if they haven't seen the star seed human for a long time, they remember their eyes.

Gea, Museu Arqueològic d'Istambul
Gea, Museu Arqueològic d'Istambul (Photo credit: Sebastià Giralt)
Many star seeds have trouble handling the energies of Gaians because there are alot of negative dense energies prevailing on Gaia and in the Gaian fields. Native Gaians, as a result, are unfortunately carrying many dense, negative energies. Star seeds need a coping mechanism to deal with these negative energies, because star seeds tend to absorb the energies of others very easily.  Thus they need a shield, or armor in their field.

To address this, many star seeds carry alot of extra weight around them, especially around the middle. This is actually a protective shield that has developed as an adaptive mechanism.  The energetic bodies of star seeds are "charged" with greater frequencies than the energy bodies of true Gaians.  This means that there physical bodies need to adapt to their extra energetic baggage. One such adaptive mechanism is the extra weight. And the energetic shield that star seeds need translate into increased energetic frequencies. And of course, this manifests in the physical bodies as extra weight.  I know that it has to do with water, but I am not clear on the mechanism. I do know that star seeds need more water, and need to carry more water weight.

The human body is made of Gaia.  It is made up of her elements.  Most often, though, it is not able to adapt to the extra energetic load of the star seed energy body which it houses. After all, the Gaian body is designed to house a Gaian soul.  Therefore, the physical body which houses a star seed soul, seems to need more "juice", more voltage from its life source to handle its energetic body.

This is part of the evolutionary process of star seeding, and star seeds have a challenge in learning to adapt to the limitations of certain physical forms.  This is not a smooth process. So there is a certain amount of damage that occurs in the physical body as a result of housing a star seed soul.. I see this as a short circuiting that occurs in the physical body trying to house the higher energies of a star seed energy body.

We see this as another common denominator present in most star seeds in one form or another.  It appears that star seeds suffer from many of the same medical conditions and dysfunctions. Blood sugar disturbances, thyroid issues (especially hypothyroidism) ,digestive and metabolic issues seem to plague many star seeds prior to and during their waking process.  However, all star seeds seem to be very vulnerable throughout their Gaian existence to auto immune diseases and disorders, including having a very allergic profile. These auto immune disorders include arthritic conditions, chronic fatigue.  It seems that there is a trigger prevalent in star seeds that encourage "self attack". It mirrors their frustration with their inability to assimilate as a Gaian. This calms down once they change their lives after their realization of their heritage.

Star seeds seem to be very vulnerable to psychological and emotional problems, this weakness improves after their wake up call.  Star seeds have difficulty adapting to their surroundings because of their energetic bodies.  We do not perceive life like a Gaian.  Therefore, it is natural for star seeds to feel that they do not fit in.  They also feel lonely, and many go through most of their life, before their "wake up" being perceived by others as oversensitive, misfits, different, weird, or loners. They suffer from conscious and subconscious longing for home.  They also suffer as a result of the ostracism they feel, being energetically foreign to native Gaians.  This causes them to be on the receiving end of toxic backlashes.

 They also have higher than normal levels of intelligence which is not addressed adequately even through the educational system of more "advanced" Gaian societies, therefore star seeds tend to get disillusioned and lost. They are not on the same energetic wavelength with Gaians, therefore it is very natural for star seeds to not have a functional and successful energetic relationship with money. Coupled with a commonly seen inability to focus, star seeds aren't able to "produce" and to thrive in the career landscapes of Gaian society.

This inability to thrive in the career/marketplace also causes many star seeds to suffer from low self esteem.  Many also develop learning disabilities and brain fog as a result of the energetic short circuiting which occurs in the physical body due to the higher charges of the star seed energy body that its housing.   The energetic overcharge causes the brain to short circuit. Put all of these factors together and you have the conditions that make the star seed Gaian "ripe" for awakening.

The social environment of the star seed also seems to further emphasize how the star seed doesn't fit in.  The star seeds are aware of their higher than normal intelligence, and of the talents and creativity that swell and storm deep within their selves.  And they know that these abilities are not emerging the way that they would like.  As a result many become depressed, anxious or even angry due to their inability to efficiently develop and make use of their amazing gifts, talents and intellectual prowess and of their difficulty in expressing themselves and achieving true communication within the constraints of the Gaian society.

It is not co incidental that most star seeds incarnate in dysfunctional families and environments. This further dramatizes the alienation that the star seed experiences. The alienation from his environment in turn triggers the worsening of certain physical symptoms. There is a mechanism in place here, common to most star seeds.
Anselm Feuerbach: Gaea (1875). Ceiling paintin...
Anselm Feuerbach: Gaea (1875). Ceiling painting, Academy of Fine Arts Vienna (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I feel that these conditions, although difficult, are energetically necessary for the star seed and that they serve a purpose to allow the star seed to emerge  from within the buried memories.  There are many "cocoons" that star seeds have.  Like Gaians, the physical body serves as the cocoon of the souls of star seeds.  However, unlike native Gaians, star seeds go through adaptogenic changes of their physical bodies in order to accommodate their energy bodies in these physical Gaian vehicles.  A soul of a different frequency can not have the same "fit" as a Gaian soul, and that doesn't occur without certain consequences.

Star seeds also go through a cocoon process of sorts that is triggered by their physical, emotional and psychological challenges. These challenges plunge them into a dark night of the soul, of sorts, that allows them to emerge as the radiant star seed that they are. The emergence of the star seed causes an energetic "butterfly" to emerge.

The awakening of star seeds to their true origins, this realization, this emergence is a beautiful moment - but not without the new challenges that it poses.

Star seeds, once emerged, can not live "normal" lives....that is coming in part 3.




Friday, June 1, 2012

Within or Without, Inside and Out

One of my biggest difficulties so far in this lifetime was handling the transition from just accepting what I was always taught as true to discovering for myself what I am now realizing as truth. The learning curve itself of transition, from one "reality" experience of acceptance to the other reality experience of discovery is a journey in itself!

When I speak of things that I was taught as true, and what I now perceive to be true, I am not referring to the specifics of a dogma or specific religious belief, I am referring to the passive mode of acceptance that swept over me, not being encouraged  to examine and question, but rather to accept.  I came to experience a different sense of reality over time, a reality that not only encouraged me but required of me to do my own seeking.

This change from one mode to the other meant shifting into seeing life from a perspective that is outside the box but from inside the self.  To be able to do this, to see life from this visual perspective, we need to be very flexible in our perception of spirituality, allowing for us to actually receive information by looking within. After all, we have been conditioned to seek our understanding from outside ourselves, accepting what we are told like a passive consumer.

If we look at spirituality from a conventional and dogmatic perspective, we are given certain theories and premises to go by.  Immortality of the soul, for example, is a 'given' for many people in many dogmas, but this very idea of immortality is also often connected with very controlling fear issues stemming from the institutionalized dogma itself.

These fear issues prevent people from easily questioning or doubting what they are told - fearful of the price that they may have to pay for this pondering.  Some may fear going to hell, some may fear some sort of punishment here in this life if they question such institutions. After all, that is what the actual dogma had led them to believe.

My issue is not whether there is a hell, in the literal sense....it is whether or not an individual has the right to question that, and so many other issues, without feeling guilty or afraid.  Christian Churches as dogmatic institutions do not usually tolerate such questioning with open mindedness causing its members to easily avoid questioning and examining many such beliefs that were handed to them.

But that fear of questioning and searching is actually in opposition to what Christ taught.

Christ said "Seek and Ye shall find".  He encouraged people to search, to seek their answers, not to go by the spiritual laws of fellow men if they do not seem right...he encouraged them to follow the spiritual laws of the Father.  And these 'laws' were quite logical, very rational indeed. They did not encourage people to provoke or hate others, they did not want people to harm to others - they sought to create a climate of tolerance, love and peace.

He also referred to the scriptures as "dead", explaining that one finds knowledge through life, not dead things....life meaning the self, the soul.

So I think that we have every right in this world of free will, to question what we are told and to seek truth and answers for ourselves.  This world was created and bestowed with so many blessings (before we, under the influence of denser energetic forces, corrupted nature and the planet). It is a paradise that holds the answers to all of our questions...in fragments of history that have been recorded, written word, oral legends, "myths" and in the archaeological bits and pieces that have been staring at us in the face for ages. Interpretations of these pieces of information differ, and that is where we need to discern and interpret for ourselves.

Also, many people around us have been inspired to seek truths from around us, and they express these truths as they see them.  Many have been mocked and ridiculed, or ignored...however, they also have been appreciated by a few people that are ready to take their ideas and learn from them.  Sometimes the ideas and the thoughts of these people are the stepping stones necessary for us to be inspired, to think and to realize for ourselves many things that we were not able to see before.

(For example, there is so much evidence for ancient astronauts in our world, but we were conditioned to not believe it, or to ignore it.)

But many times, these tidbits of information cause us to see things in a different light, to understand things and to realize a "truth" that we had been missing up to now.

It is not just the facts that are contained in these books, histories or depicted in archaeological artifacts that caused this realization, but the energies that they represent which cause the light bulb to go on in our mind...an energetic connection is made, where we have reached out and tapped into energies of this information that further enhanced our field, causing it to expand.

The information we received, coupled with our intention to learn, are responsible for the understanding and knowing that we experience.  Learning and understanding is not a mechanical cognitive function of gears and chemical reactions, it is an energetic act where our field interacts and connects with the informational field in a new way. A new link is created. Our field just expanded, the more we "learned" and understood, the further we expanded, as so many new energetic links were made.  Synapses and their behavior are biological reflections of these energetic links that are made when understanding and realization take place.

When our field expands in this way, when new links are made connecting our energy field into the informational realm, we are able to tap into our extended energetic breadth of our field. We have reached into the informational field and tapped into new energies, "understanding: or resonating with them and linking to them.  The actual linking to these new energies from the informational field is what we perceive as an "AHA!" moment, when we suddenly perceive and understand something to be true.  A new energetic connection was felt, learning took place and yet the actual "realization" traveled from around you, outside of you to a stirring and a change within you.

Within you is the key here. The stimuli may have been outside of you allowing your energy field to tap into the informational realm in new ways, allowing for new links to be made, but the perception of your expanding energetic field was felt and marked within you (the synaptic brain activity).  Food for thought: Is the informational realm outside of you, or within you?

Christ said that "...the kingdom of God is within you".  That in itself is a very transcendental statement.  Looking within is what causes us to 'transcend'.  Many Eastern philosophies are built upon this idea of transcending oneself to see cosmic or divine truth, reality and "knowing" by traveling within in order to go to where we perceive commonly as "without" or "beyond".

So we must keep on seeking. We must keep on searching. We must keep on seeing what others have discovered, to see if it resonates well with us, if it can be a stepping stone that helps us to expand our own selves.  After all, everything is information around us.

It is important for us to discern whether or not this information around us - be it from a book, a lecture, a conversation, a film, or simply from our own insightful realization, is light filled, positive energy or denser, darker energy that serves a manipulative and negative purpose.


So,we need to seek and take in all that is positive and light filled from around us.

Once we are able to do this (to soak up information that is light filled), locking us firmly onto our path of light, we can seek the Divine truths and achieve greater and greater understanding of our reality, of "what is", by using the energy of information to help us in our journey to the depths of our inner self. That is where the understanding and realization will come from.

 Looking inward , we experience a sense of knowing and expansion...the further inward we travel, the greater the illusion that we are expanding outward, but the truth is that we are traveling further and further inward...but traveling on a journey through the vast infinite towards the divine.

Therefore, the question is "Is the universe within us or outside of us?"