Welcome to my blog.

This blog is a special place, it is a portal to a specific venue located in my mindscape. This venue is a spacious place, grand and filled with all that I am. It is here that I reside when I am not in transit, or not fulfilling my mission or tasks at hand.

It is a lobby, because it serves as a meeting place as well as a point of entry and exit for my travels.

This lobby is large, spacious enough to comfortably house all of my baggage that I have accumulated in my travels...physical, emotional, genetic, spiritual and of course galactic baggage.

Therefore it is furnished with eccentricities, art work that has yet to be seen, unfinished poetry, heroes yet unsung and music that has yet to be heard. This lobby also houses a library of information, some of which is meant to be shared, some of which is yet to be understood.

It is in this particular corner of my mindscape that I love to make myself comfortable, and I find myself gravitating and cocooning in this place as often as I can. It is filled with memorabilia and my collection of thinks and things that resonate with me. These things and thinks have crossed my path in my journeys.

This particular venue, this lobby, is accessible to you through this blog. By resonating with this blog you can visit this particular corner of my mindscape which intersects with a grand and special piece of your mindscape, where our worlds meet, where we can honor that place in each of us where the universe resides.

Welcome and Namaste.

Peace Be With You
Showing posts with label energy field. Show all posts
Showing posts with label energy field. Show all posts

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Do Others Think You Are Crazy?

Mondriaan
Mondriaan (Photo credit: Pleuntje)
Star seeds and native Gaians who have expanded their consciousness all face common "enemies" in this lifetime  - ridicule and misunderstanding.

The most common occurrence marking the spiritual evolution of star seeds is the inability of others,( friends and/or family, co workers, neighbors), to accept or understand the true nature of the star seed.  People can not accept the beliefs and the perspective of the star seed, nor can they easily accept the star seeds experiences as true, or "real".

This is an energetic problem. Once a person is "on there way"- growing and evolving spiritually, then their energy fields change.  This make it almost impossible for them to resonate with others that are still "toxic" - unable to see and experience life from the perspective of the star seed.

English: Crazy stuff
English: Crazy stuff (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
The star seed goes through an adjustment process - a crossing over, a transition.  During this transition, the old friends and family members who ridiculed, avoided or simply couldn't understand the star seed eventually break away.This brings the star seed to a new stage in their life on earth, where they resonate  purer energy. This improvement in the strength of their field occurs because there is less energetic "static" and "interference" surrounding the star seed.

The star seed reaches a new level of awareness and begins to experience a sense of freedom at this point.  That is a good thing.  However,this is not an easy stage to reach for many people. Many physical shifts occur as a result of these energetic changes to further burden this transitional process. And one of the greatest challenges of course is dealing with one of the prices that the star seed must pay in order to continue on their journey - and that is the eventual parting of ways from many of those that they previously considered friends. 

Monday, June 4, 2012

Star Seeds: Part 1 Are You a Star Seed ?

Gaia, Detail
Gaia, Detail (Photo credit: Artful Danni)
Star seeds.  We are a group of people whose origins hail from other star systems, from other galaxies. Many people wonder how someone can "be" from such a place, and yet be here, on Gaia, as a human. How can a human being, a person among us, hail from another planet or star system?  Just the very thought that one was born of two human parents precludes the possibility of one being a starseed in the minds of many people.

Sirius A and B: A Double-Star System in the Co...
Sirius A and B: A Double-Star System in the Constellation Canis Major (Photo credit: Smithsonian Institution)
Many people fail to realize that we are not just the physical body that we "see",  Our brains can only  register our physical bodies as constituting our "being" in our reality.  We are an energy being, that expands beyond what our mind can comprehend.  We are energy beings that exist not only in this earth plane, but we can also interact with other fields and realms.  As an energy being, we are made up of energy bodies.  These bodies are capable of inhabiting energy fields and realms beyond this three dimensional physical world.  No matter what the developmental state of our energetic bodies, all of us here have a physical body which is our vehicle that allows us to live on Gaia.
Gaia, with Sun, Sodalit and Petrified Wood
Gaia, with Sun, Sodalit and Petrified Wood (Photo credit: Artful Danni)

Our  physical body is actually a part of Gaia. It is made up of the elements of Gaia, and it serves as our cocoon. Our physical bodies emerge from other physical bodies and they serve to house a part of our energetic being, a specific energy body that is experiencing a course of reality here.  When it is time for our energetic body to shed this cocoon, we go through the process of physical death.  The physical body experiences a detachment from its source of life force. It "dies". And its death allows for this physical body to return to Gaia, to its source. This liberates the energy body that was housed within the physical body to continue its journey, as 'one' with the rest of its energetic being, to its greater source.

The trick here is to break past the paradigm and to understand that our energetic being is a very complex entity that has many forms.  The entity itself is "one", but it is comprised of many "energy bodies".  Most people here on Gaia have their energy bodies contained compactly within the earth realm. This is fine, this is where they are supposed to be in their spiritual evolutionary process.

However, there are others whose energy bodies are not completely "Gaian".  Some people have energy bodies that are existing in many places at once - in many realms.

The people who have energy bodies residing in what we perceive as other star systems have their origins from there as well.  There are beings  from other systems who have been residing on Gaia for lifetimes.  There are others from other galaxies who have come to Gaia in this lifetime.
Hindus believe the self or soul (atman) repeat...
Hindus believe the self or soul (atman) repeatedly takes on a physical body. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

When we say that they "come" to Gaia, we are not referring to a traveler on a space ship. We are referring to a specific part of our energy body, known as the soul, that chooses to become housed in a physical body here on Gaia to fulfill a specific task - ranging from experiencing necessary spiritual lessons to fulfilling specific purposes that are their "assignments".

These people are known as star seeds. Not everyone is a star seed. Nor does being a star seed make one special or better.  We are all spirits created by God, each fulfilling its own progression of spiritual evolution throughout the cosmos.

Most star seeds here on Gaia are born into physical bodies and are here for a purpose.  Most star seeds do not realize that they are star seeds until a specific time and place is reached in their life journey here, where the 'realization' takes place.

The life course of star seeds is not an easy one. There are certain characteristics that mark the life of most star seeds.  And the realization process that star seeds go through is not an easy transition.
Central part of a large floor mosaic, from a R...
Central part of a large floor mosaic, from a Roman villa in Sentinum (now known as Sassoferrato, in Umbria, Italy), ca. 200–250 C.E. Aion, the god of eternity, is standing inside a celestial sphere decorated with zodiac signs, in between a green tree and a bare tree (summer and winter, respectively). Sitting in front of him is the mother-earth goddess, Tellus (the Roman counterpart of Gaia) with her four children, who possibly represent the four seasons. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)







Saturday, June 2, 2012

Energy Vampires and the Galaxies

Just an afterthought, after writing the last post....


One more reason why some people are energy vampires is also due to their galactic heritage.  Many of us come from soul groups that derive from other star systems.  Some of us have liven a life or many lives on other places in the universe, not just on earth.

The universe is teeming with life, both positive and light filled as well as negative, dense and dark.  There are some people who hail from negative galactic roots. It is a very natural thing for them to be energy vampires because they behave in a very predatory manner, energetically and physically. This is a part of their makeup.

On a brighter note, there are many of us who also hail from other galaxies, and we come from civilizations  that are light filled and positive....I happen to be one of them!  We have incarnated on earth to anchor certain energies, and to help people conquer energetic dysfunctions.

Light and Love...Ellie




Energy Vampires

Many times we feel drained  without any apparent cause.  One possible reason for feeling this way is an energetic one.

Did you know that there are such things as energy vampires? No, they are not necessarily evil people.  They are people whose energy fields have a "vampiric" behavior, and they seem to drain the energy fields of those that they interact with.

Have you ever been with someone and found yourself exhausted after being with them? If someone makes you feel "uneasy", they have disrupted your sense of "ease" - and chronic disruption of your sense of ease leads to physical disease. Or, have you ever felt that you want to avoid being with certain people, for unexplained reasons?  Did you ever feel that you can't be physically near someone, even though you don't know why? Chances are that these people are energy vampires, and that you're listening to your instincts telling you to stay away, because of the energetic damage they cause.


Energy vampires are individuals who have a need to feed off of other people's energy.  This need to feed off of the energy of others has many possible causes.  The causes are quite varied - some energy vampires are that way because of character weaknesses in their present life, from behavioral and emotional imbalances, or as a result of acquired insecurities and trauma. These problems cause them to be openly or subconsciously over dependent on others, depending on those around them to provide for them in many ways, including to provide vitality -these types of energy vampires literally live their lives through those around them.  This happens on a physical, emotional/behavioral and energetic level.

 However, there are some energy vampires that have this vampiric characteristic because of their genetic baggage.  This is a dysfunction that is "inherited".  Many energy vampires are descendants of people who displayed this sort of vampiric behavior, usually in a more negative physical and energetic form  - exercising overwhelming control over those around them. The energetic remnant of this behavior had yet to be cleared over the generations and  thus many people still carry this trait energetically many generations later. (There are many things that we inherit in our field from our ancestors - energy is handed down).

What happens is that the energy fields of these people latch on with force to the energy fields of those they interact with.  The interactions between the two people do not have to be negative, hostile or violent.  It can be a simple conversation between two people that takes place, but if one is an energy vampire, that interaction will prompt their energy field to grasp onto the energy field of the other person.

The energy field of the other person will be able to "fend off " the attack, or the "grip", if it is prepared and if the person is consciously aware of the other person's vampiric tendency.  However, many times we try to break free from the other person's energetic grip and this creates a literal tear or hole in our field.  This damage needs time to mend, and the tears in our field manifest as physical fatigue and can also manifest as a change in our emotional  state - like a sudden onset of feeling down, depressed, cranky or angry.

Many energy vampires grasp onto their victims because they are dependent and seemingly helpless types that constantly want to receive from others.  Other energy vampires are ego driven personalities who constantly take advantage of others.  These people feel that they deserve to juice everyone in their path , and to squeeze them of all that they have got in any way they can.  These energy vampires are not necessarily evil, but they are definitely dysfunctional.

There are some energy vampires however that are evil.  These are people who are negative.  They are driven by base, dark emotions such as hate, greed, or jealousy. In these situations, they literally drain the other person's energy through their intent to have what the other person has.  Their emotional and behavioral dysfunction of greed and jealousy manifests on an energetic level as vampirism - trying to take from the other.

One thing to be careful of, concerning this evil type of energy vampire, is seemingly innocent conversation or  communication.  These type of people are practically incapable of having 'innocent' conversation with someone towards whom they feel jealousy or hate.  If the energy vampire harbors these feelings, that means that their energy field is dark and dense.

They possess very negative clouds of frequency.  These energy fields behave in very negative and damaging ways - by violently latching onto the other's energy, thus always creating tears and damage into the other's field.  The energy field of these energy vampires intentionally drain the other person of their vitality.  This is a fact because we know that our physical and behavioral/emotional self is just a part of our energetic self.  It mirrors what is going on energetically.  Therefore someone who is driven by negative thoughts and ideas, wanting to hurt another, being mean, being jealous is also behaving in this manner energetically - creating holes and tears in the field of the other.

The best way to avoid damage from the energies of these people is to avoid them.  Sometimes this isn't possible. In that case one needs to consciously  make themselves aware of the behavior of the other person, recognizing their dysfunction and recognizing the potential effects that this dysfunction can have on oneself.

The key here is to INTEND to protect yourself and to charge your energy field with greater positive light filled energy.  Intent is the physical link to the controls of our energy field.  Intent is capable of changing and charging our field.  Just as a negative person, through intent, is able to feed off of others and tear their fields, a positive person, through intent, is able to protect their fields and to be immune to the energetic vampirism of others.

Visualization is also very helpful in these circumstances.  Visualizing oneself bathed in white light helps to charge one's field with the extra protection needed.  Prayer is also very beneficial.  Praying for divine protection always bathes one with the extra protection that they need.  Angels protect us from such harm, and one should call upon angels to protect our energy fields.

As an empath I always need extra protection.  I protect myself by visualizing a clear impenetrable barrier like an egg surrounding me, and I see myself going about my business in the beautiful protective clear egg.  Whatever energy fields I approach while in this egg can not penetrate my field, and whatever negative energy they carry can not reach me or my field because of the protective and impenetrable egg that I am in.
When the danger is over, I visualize myself leaving this egg, clean, without a trace of energetic mud  splattered on me, and without the slightest tear or damage to my field.

And I always say this prayer :


Dear God, Please protect my energy field from negative energy and hate. Please protect me from all who harbor negative feelings, negative thoughts and negative energy. Please keep me on your path of love and light.